|i realized tonight during worship that...
||[Aug. 30th, 2005|11:33 pm]
living life without pursuing God is futile. |
i see people dying for identity, starving for truth, peace,joy, stability, foundation...something thats not going to lie to them, and the though of plainly living a life in pursuit of christ is absurd. this thought makes me want to vomit. that open minded people are so closed minded and have it all together by not being all together, finding identity through their ups and downs and emotions and lies of society and it seems as if they want it this way, that being thrown around by their emotions develops character. heed this...never give your emotions a name. we are not people that live by emotion for they are here one instant and something different the next. i hate the fact that truth and joy and identity and everything else is all available at these peoples finger tips yet through complacency they do nothing to change their lives as if the word of God has no power. please do not influence me.